She Really TOUCHED ME!!!

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Dec
16

     This is so true, when you sincerely tell God he can use you,. At that time you don’t really realize what you are saying, because he surely will. We tend not to think about the painful ways we might be used to touch others. I love her honesty in saying that she is afraid and don’t look forward to going through it. I’ve talked a while about the scripture that says “be of good courage“This is an example of what I think it means!! To go forth in such a way that doesn’t show your fear, but shows your faith. I think you have to have fear to show courage. Think about it if you weren’t afraid you wouldn’t need courage.

     Only seconds before seeing this video on Facebook I was complaining indirectly, through songs I was posting. I was complaining about some unjust suffering that I have been enduring for a while now. It hit home immediately when I saw this. It was nothing I didn’t know or haven’t shared so it really cut! A matter of fact I’ve come to the place many times in life where it has come to me ” Marshall You Said He Could Use You, You Volunteered.” I have also applied it in this situation and many others saying that; your going through this will help many others not go through this and will teach others how to go through it when you decide to share it. But if you don’t know it that insight doesn’t help with the pain of going through it. But the great thing is I can look forward to getting past it, because he said it came to pass not it came to stay. But, its so easy to slip into acting as if we don’t know because we don’t like to suffer when its just punishment, so u know its bad when its unjust suffering!!

I Hope This Is Not Another Set Back!!!!

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Dec
7

     I took yesterday off because my knee has been bothering me. About ten years ago while playing basketball for my church league it really started acting up. So, I stopped playing because every time I would land I felt a sharp pain and it felt like something was going to brake. Anyways, I didn’t feel pain again in it until a couple years ago when I was doing lunges. For the last week the pain has come back when I put a lot of pressure down.

     I really hope that this is not another setback, but if it is I know there is nothing I can do about it. I’ve prayed that it’s not and if it is that God gives me the strength to keep coming like he always does. Yesterday it didn’t feel so good to even have the thoughts that I could possibly be out for a long period of time again. Nobody wants to wait and I feel that I have waited long enough.

Check This Video Out!!

I’m Sure The People That Know Him Don’t Get Him & Will Never Understand. They Probably think he misses out on so many normal life experiences. He hears often that he needs to take some time off & that he is not Living & Needs To Live Life. But to Him I’m Sure he feels they are Just wasting a Life Not Striving to be GREAT. He would probably rather die today if he knew he would never reach greatness # I know this feeling very well!! Few will understand & most that think they do have no clue!!