I Haven’t Disappeared!Just Super Busy!

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Feb
28

Sorry I hadn’t been blogging more I’ve just been super busy. I haven’t had time to do anything much outside of training and working some nights. I will do my best to start back keeping things updated tomorrow.

Today was my first training at Team Lloyd Irvin main Campus in Months. I can tell you first hand that It was not a game!! Rounds of fresh GOOD!! people swapping out every 30 secs then regular rounds. I threw up & my lip was bleeding all over the place. I was spent. Master Lloyd didn’t put me in the last two rounds & I’m sure it was because he saw that I was exhausted. I was trying to lay on the mat and watch the last two rounds but had to keep fighting to open my eyes. My body was trying to shut it down lol! That had never happened before. Here is a video right after today’s training.

Why I Hate Holidays!!And You’ll See Why!!

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Feb
14

     I don’t really get into any holidays to be honest with you and I especially don’t like Christmas. I know that’s a shocker to most, but when I look at it, it doesn’t make much since to me. I’m not a person that just does things because that’s what they say to do. Can someone please tell me who is “THEY”. How many times have you asked someone where they get something from and they say “You know that’s what they say”? Well I don’t listen to them or anyone else that wants me to conform to something that doesn’t make since to me, or can cause harm to myself or others knowingly! I don’t care if my momma said it, if it’s wrong it’s wrong!

     I’ve watched family members year after year run up credit cards and borrow money that they don’t have to get gifts for kids and people that aren’t going to appreciate them. After a week or two the kids have thrown the toys in the closest and are only playing the video games and the adults have either given or thrown their present away. The next day the people who bought the gifts are worrying about how they are going to pay their own bills? Now they are stressed out for months over one day.

     Then you have the other idiots who rob and kill people around this time to get money to get people gifts? So let me get this straight Christmas is suppose to be to celebrate the birth of Christ right? So why is it in 99% of families he’s nowhere to be found on this day or any day? Many don’t even think to wake up and just tell him Happy B Day, and other’s can’t even say Merry Christmas, its season’s greetings or happy holidays because we don’t want to offend others HUH??

     I said all of that to say if you are in a position to give then or today on Valentine’s Day do so if you want but don’t let others pressure you into doing things that will put you in a bind. If they truly love you they would understand and rather you do things all year long to show them that you love them. That significant person should be able to look at today and say I appreciate it but it’s no different than many of the other days I’ve had. They may even say don’t get me anything you do so much anyway this is for the people who never do anything.

     I’ve seen a lot of people say love yourself which is great but, I disagree with Whitney Houston who says learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all! It’s more to life than loving yourself you have got to learn to love someone else. Mathew 23: 37-40 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ 38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ 40 All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

     So I say try to treat people the way you want to be treated all year long. Buy materials and study in all the realms to be the best person or mate you can be to bring the most pleasure to someone else. Only loving yourself is selfishness! Also if you’re a scumbag male or female and you know you are dating someone who is a great person do you and them a favor and get with other scumbags. Leave them alone because no matter how slick you are it will all eventually come out and you will hurt them and they will be affected for no good reason. You!!

     On the other side because scumbags will be scumbags if you are a good person and you feel something is not right no matter how perfect they seem follow your gut because it’s not right they are just amongst the best at being manipulative. Don’t listen to others, run because they can’t see it either but you are the one involved and your feelings in matters like these don’t lie! Take it from me I paid for an am still paying dearly for not listening to myself in more than one realm!!!!!

Many times it’s not the punch you see that knocks you out it’s the one you don’t see and couldn’t brace for but boy did you feel it!!

Getting Ready For My First MMA Fight in 3yrs!!!

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Feb
9

     I have been working really hard. I have my first MMA fight in 3 years coming up pretty soon. It will be my pro debut at 145lbs and I will soon after drop down to 135lbs. I will do this with the help of George & Heather Lockhart at For Fighters By Fighters.com They do Jon “Bones” Jones’s weight cut along with many more they are the best in the game. I’ve recently hooked up with a good manager that’s really suppose to help make things happen for me. I’m hoping that it’s finally my time, but I’m not getting anxious.

      I’m not getting anxious because I know that anything can happen at anytime for no good reason. So, the only thing I’m doing is trying to making sure I’m in a posture and right position to receive when it is time. I will relate this to a farmer planting. lets say he plants something this winter, looking for it to come up all the other seasons. After nothing comes up he then moves to plant in another area far away right before winter thinking that something was wrong with the land. As soon as he left winter came and the crop came in huge. He missed this because he left before the season came. I’m sure eventually someone else stumbled upon his harvest and benefited from what he though was useless!!

     I believe the law of reciprocity is just as sure as the law of gravity. Reaping what you sow or as many know it as “what goes around comes around. ” The difference is you always reap more than what you sow and you always reap it after you sow. Think about all the things we eat in abundance that came from one seed. We live in such a microwave society that we think because something doesn’t happen right after we do something that nothings going to happen. WRONG!!! Somethings might happen today some others might take years.

     I’m not perfect, but I can honestly say I try to treat people the way I want to be treated and I work really hard. I can honestly say I don’t see the benefits of it yet in my life. People will use you until they use you up and then throw you away like last weeks trash without a thought or any real remorse! But, I know the harvest is bound to come I just hope to be in the right position to receive it when it does. Staying in position is a fight in it self these days for me. I use to say never let another persons actions dictate yours. But I’ve learned through experience that sometime others actions are so devastating that they affect you mentally against your will. As a result your mentality affects your reactions to everything else.

     Pay attention to what you plant and where you plant it, because whether you know it or not you are planting something and it will produce good or bad fruit eventually. If you know you’ve planted bad seed try to go back and get them if its possible and if you have planted good seed on fertile ground don’t leave your place of harvest to soon!

Check Out this Video Of My First Full Stand up Sparring in 3 yrs
I will post my first MMA Grappling round done in 3yrs after these rounds tomorrow.

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