Part 2 Hypnosis Session Got A Little Too Real!!!!

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Nov
22

     The more I sat there as Angry Man the more real it became! It felt the same way I have felt so many other times in life for a split moment. You know, like when you are driving and someone cuts you off almost making you have an accident and you blow your horn. Or for me like the one time I was leaving a football game with a girl I was dating and her female friend. I was in the back of the tinted SUV. She pulled off from the sign the police officer gave that looked like he was saying go. As soon as she pulled up he screamed to the top of his voice at her, saying “I SAID STOP!!” I lost it rolled my window down and went the *BLEEP* off!! I can’t stand for women, kids, or myself to be disrespected!! This was years ago but months later she told me that that turned her on? Women are crazy! Not saying that we aren’t but that’s a whole other blog!lol

     Anyway this was so amazing because I have a lot of instances where this has happened for a brief moment, but it was never intentional. We kept this going for a while. He later told me to calm down open my eyes and go back to the other seat and imagine I was the normal me. It took me a couple of minutes to calm down before I moved. Even after I changed seats I could feel the residue of it lingering. Part of it was like a feeling that I was just in an altercation. The other part kinda felt real similar to when I get into deep worship and can still feel it in my face and body when I’m done. Sometimes it’s to the point where my voice even totally changes and my face is involuntarily tingling and pulsating .

     After going through that a couple more times adding some real actions of him pushing me and me pushing back he had me to imagine the nice me on my left shoulder and the angry me on the other. I wanted to giggle on the inside because it reminded me of one of my childhood favorite cartoons “THE SMURFS”. When they wanted to do wrong they had the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other. Anyway he had me to imagine them coming close together to shake hands but being a little apprehensive with each other before they actually did.

     I understood what he was doing. He was trying to get me to subconsciously bring both of those parts of me together, so they would no longer work independently. They both are needed for survival. My background and degree is in psychology, because I love it and am very analytical. So, I already knew the reasons why I am the way I am but didn’t know how to fix this particular issue.

     I believe many people are this way. This is why you have people that were considered fat lose weight and look great but still act fat so to speak. They still carry themselves with low self esteem and except things that they shouldn’t have ever accepted in their present or past. It’s not just with weight! There is scripture that says you can’t put new wine into old wine skin. It can’t contain it, it will burst. It’s the same with us we can’t attain a new mind set with an old self imagine still there. No matter how hard you try and speak and meditate I’m going to do this or that it won’t help. If it does help briefly you will snap right back like a rubber band because you can’t long escape your self image. It has to be dealt with first. Sweeping things under the carpet doesn’t work that long. Eventually you will have a big lump that you will trip over!! So own and deal with your stuff before you fall and hurt yourself or worse others to!!